Viola
06.08.2004, 13:10
To me of 25 years... I am pregnant... 2 months... Married 7 months... We with the husband live at my mother, we work, but the salary at both small... The husband has less than at me almost twice...
To give birth to the child was dream of all life... I was delighted, has shared with mother.. But she has quickly lowered or omitted me on the ground, has told or said that it was necessary to think, whom married, that I should leave in the decree, and he cannot provide me, that she to bring up will not help or assist, that is better I would not speak her... Voobshchem... I in a shock... Mood on zero... I Am afraid to be disappointed in everything, to be broken, and at me so with nerves not that's all right, and to do much harm to the kid... The husband too kak-that is not so ready, though is glad... I understand, that nevovremja, that was not present prokljatyh money, but as though and prospects at me special were not, to hope there was nothing, at us job well paid to find it is almost impossible... And to be starorodjashchej too it would not be desirable... I am very upset? That to me to do or make how to adjust attitudes or relations with mother, I wanted, that the pleasure has come to the house, and - to mine has lodged contention and despondency.. Now mum will pout at both of us, and I shall appear between two fires.. . Advise something...
To give birth to the child was dream of all life... I was delighted, has shared with mother.. But she has quickly lowered or omitted me on the ground, has told or said that it was necessary to think, whom married, that I should leave in the decree, and he cannot provide me, that she to bring up will not help or assist, that is better I would not speak her... Voobshchem... I in a shock... Mood on zero... I Am afraid to be disappointed in everything, to be broken, and at me so with nerves not that's all right, and to do much harm to the kid... The husband too kak-that is not so ready, though is glad... I understand, that nevovremja, that was not present prokljatyh money, but as though and prospects at me special were not, to hope there was nothing, at us job well paid to find it is almost impossible... And to be starorodjashchej too it would not be desirable... I am very upset? That to me to do or make how to adjust attitudes or relations with mother, I wanted, that the pleasure has come to the house, and - to mine has lodged contention and despondency.. Now mum will pout at both of us, and I shall appear between two fires.. . Advise something...